Unproductive

I've been so lazy dan sangat tidak produktif. powerless, helpless, maless(ehehhe) and bla bla bla. Not yet start my gym session and not even start what I am supposed to start for this 2007. Whut happened? as ussual my answer Ntahla......possibilities? mungkinkah aku menjadi seorang pemalas? mungkinkah because of the weather kejap banjir kejap panas?
I need to reduced some fats before my sayang voice it out...urgh~~tensi tensi!!!

ok ok..Most possibilities is because I need some changes in my work place. Which is I feel super duper bored with my department (the peoples). I had no problem with others. I mean, all the people I deal with everyday, all the things i did everyday the main problem is the people whom I can't work with, can't give fully support to me and hard to deal with them. Not even me, Is like semua je tak suke diorang kat sini but what I can do? till when I can tahan with them or till when diorang nak wat muke sardin je kat sini. Feel kinda like blood vomit to work with them, deal with them, see them everyday. urghhhh~~~ my brain stuck, terasa seperti tidak berkembang, terasa seperti manusia yg sangat la bangang. I can do more than what I did now.

Plus ada someone cam tidak puas hatinya asik menghentam di dalam e-mail yang telah di cc kan ke semua Head of Department tak ke terkutuk perbuatan nya itu. What is so difficult work out with me? You just talk then we work together ok? kalau cam asik nak mengamuk tak tentu pasal I bergurau pun dia kata I kurang ajar. All the words turns to be bad words when it came from me. My close friend ask me to find another job with better pay. The thing is I'm tired of jumping around u see. Dah rasa bosan yang amat kronik rasa cam nak hang myself. Giler tertekan.

My Intelligence brain please start thinking please works, please wake up, please produce some good things out for your darling please...please.....I love you my brain......

Tommorow is V day since my sayang have been apart from me Any Singles wanna ask me out for spend lovely day with me...so, anyone??? (Sungguh la gatal) Just kidding~~I've plan something with Nita plus I don't feel like going out anyway.