10 May 2008

A note before I left

I left all the things which was made me attached to him. my 2 rings and my wrist chain. Dont asked me why.... He asked me to go back to my hometown. My bottom heart says I just wanna get rid of everything him, family, friends and weddings. Hard for him but the hardest for me. Where shall I go? We are being tested again which is really tested him. It sounds selfish. I just don't want him to be sad. I just let him freely. As far as I know he always wanted me to be happy.

Me?
I have to start back from nothing pennyless,heartless,jobless and I dont know which way to start. Please dosn't asked me anything.

1 comment:

Maneesa said...

i guess u THINK u figure out the best solution for this and by SHUTING DOWN everything relate to THINGS that made you HAPPY , WOW!!! i guess you find that is the best SOLUTION.
am not asking you anything just HOPING there's a bit of sanity and consideration in you that you are willing to think about things again before making any wrong DECISION or acting out anything that you will REGRET later.