me are getting married in three weeks time. I was expecting myself get busy preparethis and that but me not even got the chance to get what I really want. Not a perfect one but as my dream one. I'm giving the chance to whom I really respect tapi tu la. ada je tak kena. As if I know semua ni nak jadi kan. I won't decide to be what I wanna be. Susah kalau jadi dark spot in a circle of f****y. buat baik pun salah jahat pun salah tak buat apa2 pun salah.