I'm trapping in the middle between. Either grab the opportunities and getting more for more or stepping to the new things which is lying face to downwards and getting less for more. I can see the indecisiveness inside of me. I don't know which way should I turn. Guidance? I need it more but it seems I'm guiding myself. May be I hate to depending on others afraid of disappointment.

Need more time but my time are ticking out. Maybe scared to be blame and left me in a different way. Entahla...