26 November 2007

Loosing my sense

I'm having flu and fever and its very bad if you ask me. For the year of 2007 I can't remember how many times I get this 'F' things. Sometimes I feels annoy but sometimes i feel goods which is the only day I can rest, relax or even feel myself. Today I'm loosing some of sense I can't smell and taste the food. I dont know whether the food is salty or sweet or bitter but I'm not so much worry.

What I am so much worry is loosing some of sense in a relationship. I dont know why. I'm not sensitive to my partner and I'm not alert what he wants. It becomes critical when he think I am loose some respect. Am I? I dont know and I dont even mean it. I know its not easy to accept an apology when you are hurting. I keep on asking myself "how I drive myself?"

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