A little ant say........

I felt lonely, empty and kinda bore. Like an old woman
For all these year I know she dont deserve me
and for all these years I kept it deep inside
and I dont know how long I can bear with this kind of situation
Nothing can be better
Never saw anything good in me
Its painful to me
I never asked to be exist
In fact I dont want to be hurt
I want to get this thing out
I might be leaving
She deserve others much better than me

No appreciation
No compromise
complaining all the things attached to me

I have no one to talk
I have no one to company me
I have no one to be with
I am your last resort
I am the one to be blame

tears....
hurts....

So, What make I stay?
Him....for the sake of dignity