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I'm turn to cloudy mood for these few days and yesterday it was raining and still. The feeling of down, demoralising, lack confidence and all the bad feeling were turned around.
I felt someone lying on me and using my effort for his / her own benefit. Hati saya sangat sakit. Who am I wanna confront him / her to talk what have their done to me. Ketidak puasan hati saya. He / She really disappoint me. I'm putting my 101% effort to make all the mission accomplished. I only have several month, thought of I could get something from my 101% effort which is really can satisfy me. I have my own reason why still I stay and why I just not go away.
He / She made me stand where had I stand before. Being stagnant. Stuck. Down. Rasa seperti Hinanya saya, Bodohnya saya. For those person who are really close to me Please dont ask me why and what. I feel like everybody looking down at me, laughing at me and teasing me.
I hope this raining will go away and the sun gonna shinning my day brightly.
Awan yang mendung sila lah pergi........