The Answer

I'm having a harsky voice for almost 1 week plus tapi bantai melalak jugak with my 2 very best girlfriend. Finally we met and spend some precious time together. Kinda miss 'The Girls Nite Out' (Hey~~ U know What OK!!!). I can't imagine how would my previous life would be without them. It might be bore and superficial. Ehm...... i guess so.

There a lot of thing inside my head. My biggest fear of stepping another stage. I hope I could be stronger than before.

Last 2 weeks I met my sayang. Finally after 5 month being apart. It seems very hard and tested me a lot. He surprised me a lot of unexpected things towards our happiness.
Too much comfort.....
Too much pamper.....
A lot of romantic gesture.....
fun....laugh...joy........

Your gift.....
It will be the answer for my prayer. I've been waited for so long.
My hope......My wish.....



A Big Girl Don't Cry -Fergie-

La da da da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
Yeah


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
La da da da da da