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It took an ages to update my blog. The hecticness in my office and kejar my time to balik sharp at 5.30 stop me to update me all the new things in me. I knew particular someone waited for me to 'update' what's the story in me.

Since my blog I write more bout my love's life. So, I take this chance to update my love's life. I don't feel the bubbles of love are floating anymore. I know No 1 can help since I can't see the right way to mend my feelings towards my sayang. I know he has been hurts for this few days. I'm sorry sayang. I do really loves you. I don't even know where's our boat gonna lead us. Tidak ada niat pun nak kept all the things deep inside it just I don't know where should I start and I'm scared of loosing my right journey to reach my destiny. I know for all these years we share all the things together but this time I feel like I'm a looser. Not even 1 saya dapat apa yang saya mahu. The 2 things i put too much hopes and can excites my beatifuls life. My career movement and my love's life movement. I putting all my efforts but it seems makes me disappointed. sedih. kecewa. There's a tiny hopes left for reaching my shinny days.

"Tergoda aku tuk berfikir
dia yang tercinta
mengapa telah lama tak nampak
dirimu disini
Jangan kan ingin ku tersenyum
Tak ada ghairahIngin ku slalu bersama mu.......
Kini ku resahdiriku lemah tanpamu.........."