Unreachable

There's a fight between me and someone. I admit I'm the one who start to burn the flame. Its my fault. I don't feel like to please him for an apology. Being an egoistic? No I think he / she should deserve a good friend who better than me. Im sucks! always be the last person to know.

We used to laugh and cry together through the rain and the stormiest weather. We always done things together in our way. I can see how your days going without me and when they stressing on you.

I get excited(still) when you come around. Now days its hard to see my name in your life. I guess you live happily without me. No game can change what you represent.

There's many things I wanna share with you, my joy, my tears but..... You promise me you always be there for me through my sun up till my sun down. If this ain't the truth then hopefully it's not a lie. There's many things I wanna share with you, my joy, my tears but...........

I have to defeat for someone just arrived in your life. Someone you call 'happiness'. No use to keep a friend like me. Who have no respect on your 'priority'. Who always be the last person to know the things happened in your life. What is friendship for when both parties always get hurt.